please!! no!!!

My God! I’ve just had a fight with him. I can’t believe that it was happening. This is just a sad moment for me. But mostly it was not my fault. He made the decision not to talk to me anymore. I followed it. Then, after that we didn’t even speak a word to each other. For him, it was nothing. I think. I was shocked because this is the first time this types of thing happen. He got loads of friends. Me too. But he is one of my friends that I cared about. Until now I still can’t believe both of us actually didn’t talk to each other. Seriously, it was his fault. But I kind of feel bad too. At first, I thought he was joking, but then he asked our friend to sit in between of us. After that, not even one word. Here is one surprise, our friend even shocked because it is unusual for us not to talk. It feels like there were an angel sitting near us. Even Lydia was asking me to talk to him. But both of us refuse. I don’t know how long are we going to do this. Even more, his birthday is coming. I’m still thinking what to buy for him. Only this morning both of us are joking with each other. This day ended with frustration for me.