Thanks bitches

All of us are just waiting time.

Waiting for the time to enter university life. Waiting for the right person. Waiting the right moment. Waiting to die. Time does not wait for us. 

These past few months has taught me a few things. 
1) Spend time as much as you can with your loved ones.
2) Sleep till you just have to wake up.
3) The friends you spent time in these last few months will remain with you.

I was playing badminton with my friends last week. Dinner at mamak followed after that. So we ate, drank, laughed our asses off, argued about the stupidest things and such. Coming home after that, while i was alone with my thoughts, i was thinking, "damn, i'll miss them" and started crying. Looking back at the endless pictures we took, remembering the moments captured. As a the only child, you feel a different kind of loneliness and the only way to escape is through your best friends. That is probably why i spend too much time with them, before university starts and i won't be seeing them as many times as i want. Communication will be limited too since all of us will be busy with studies, assignments and tests. I won't be surprised if i'll be crying one night just by chatting goofy topic with my friends. 

Mom always say to me " spend as much time as you can with them while you still have the opportunity. These are the friends that will stay with you forever. when you enrolled in university, you won't have the time to meet with each other. Cherish everything that you have been through. Everything. Arguments, hang outs, memories. It will live with you forever." After hearing that statement, i almost cried. There is just so many things to remember, and i am scared that i will forget and have nothing to remind me of it. 

I am thankful for the pictures that lies on my desk, walls of my room, my phone and even in my parents' car. It reminds me at the most random time. 

I do hope i will stay friends with all of you. You are the bane of my existence. You are the reason i have the will to continue my life. You were there for me when i needed. Believe me when i say that you will not be forgotten. At all. I will be the most clingy, overly-attached friend you will ever have. I hope y'all will miss me no matter where you are. All the sarcastic remarks i said, the deep conversations at 3 a.m, my evil tricks, my love for disney and all my habits that you learned all over the years of our friendship. Thanks for being there for me. Thank you for accepting me. Thank you for our friendship.

I love you bitches.