nobody

Just finished watching 21 Jump Street. Man, that show is mother effin good! haha other than the trash talk and weird scenes, it would just be a normal movie. But i'm not writing about that. I also just finished watching Merlin. 

Cinderella met Prince Charming, Aurora met Prince Phillip, Tiana met Prince Naveen, and Gwen met Prince Arthur. They all have one thing in common, nobodies married somebody, not only somebody, they married a prince. And all of them are handsome. How could they, from doing chores, clothed other people, work their asses off and met a prince and lived happily ever after. That is the power of tv movies and shows. The main objective is just to bring your mind out of your hectic life and just escape for a while. Get entertain by the songs, the struggles, the romance. And like everyone says, IT ONLY HAPPEN IN MOVIES. 

They were nobodies, i am a nobody. To my family and friends, yes, i am somebody. But to other people, i am nobody. I have nothing special to offer, i have flaws, the biggest one is so obvious. Have any of you thought of that? Maybe yes, maybe no. If you have someone who loves(other than your family) , cherish, and meant everything to him/her, you are one lucky person. To have someone who loves you for you, is really something. To have someone accepting your flaws and making them the best part of you, now that is a keeper. To have someone who whispers you "i love you" before you sleep or when you wake up, that is happiness. Everyone must have thought of that happening to them one day right? A wise quote once said, 'good things come to those who wait' , i always remind myself, and that actually works. But someone should really change it to 'good things come to those who work their asses off'  do you agree? 

I'm still trying to sink it in. How does a nobody get to marry somebody? It is really impossible to me. You know why? We are living in the 21st century. That do not happen. Well, it happened to Kate Middleton when she married Prince William. That was really a fairy tale story. I wish my life was like a fairy tale. But maybe with a twist. Maybe like the Princess and The Frog, only that i don't want to be transformed into a frog. Maybe something like, how i worked my ass off to become a doctor. After becoming successful, meet a handsome doctor too and love at first sight. Aahh, how wonderful would that be. But some people can't even stand my presence let alone want to fall in love. 

I'll always say to myself every night, ' those who doubted me, who hated me, who fucked off, who don't fucking listen to me when I only wanted to help, will one day need me. They will need me one day. And that one day will come.'  I do  every night, I know, there is a price to pay in everything, even love. Then I fantasies how my life would be perfect. Having all the money to travel, to buy the thing that I'd love, or just hanging out with my friends. One day it will happen. And now I'm just talking bullshit. Never mind, I'll post something more interesting next time. 

"The people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do"

"Sometimes following your heart means losing your mind"