Hello there. Its been a while since i've updated anything. There was nothing to write about. But this fine afternoon, suddenly pops out of my head. I had a terrible dream and woke up at 8 am this morning. I will not write about the dream as it is very horrible and disturbing. I really want to forget about it.
A few hours after that, went online check up twitter. Saw a few tweets that captured my eyes. haha, its sometimes nice to stalk others who you have not heard in a while. But its very dangerous to stalk them for too long. You suddenly feel that your life is so pathetic, people are out there having the time of their lives and im here inside my room, reading other people's sweet tweets and eating Fruit Plus like some idiot. I seriously have to reexamine my life though. At first i really thought that my life was really sad and lonely. But then, i remembered that i have Allah who is always there for me, who guides me to the right path and gave me a reason to live. At that moment i was really grateful to HIM for giving me a healthy life, loving parents and all that i have with me. And that moment to i just realized that i don't need anything else.
I see people having relationships and being happy. I think to myself, yeah, puppy love. They won't last. I can be cruel at times. But you will never know that im telling the truth. Some people can't stand being single, they think that is the end of the world. Well, im happily living a single life, and im not even complaining a bit of it. Most of it is from the education that my parents gave me. They always say that i should be focusing on my dream of becoming what i want, then about boyfriend. Well, that may be and may not be happening to me. Only time will tell. Then my parents sent me to religion school, from there, i learn whats right and whats wrong. But sometimes, i do feel pity towards people who do not get enough education, they are really not educated in certain things. Just because you are loaded, and you think that you are so beautiful/handsome you can make it. Some teenagers at school really look down at people just by their looks. Even the teachers. Well, that is society.
I learn to be strong from the words that help me get through the day. Mostly Dr Seuss wise words. He is really something. His words could really lighten up my day. Even some of the quotes that i found in Pinterest are really inspiring. From those words, i learnt that life isnt easy, and you have to go with the flow. Im just enjoying my life right now, still wanting to be kid. I don't want to grow up too fast. I will loose a lot of things. I wish that time could slow a little bit, so that every little things count. So that when you are old, you have something to smile about, or tell it to your grandchildren. But people move too fast with technology. I see when family are having dinners, they don't even talk to each other. Which is so sad, compared to my family of three, we talk, we laugh, we even argued. That what makes us closer to each other. Those makes us a better family. Not thru technology. I wonder how in the olden day lives, they must have a hell of time. Knowing almost everyone and living in a harmonious surrounding. Wouldn't it be nice to go back in time and see what happened. (thanks a lot apple and samsung)
Thanks to twitter and the toilet bowl, i really have examine my life. And i am really thankful with what i have. Yes, i don't have an iPhone or an iPad, or a Mac, or a big house, or a boyfriend, but i am still glad i have what i need. Allah, my parents, education, and loving friends.
I will work hard, and prove to all the fuckers at school, that a fat person can make it big in the world. I will be the richest woman, or at least, own a few big companies around the world. Only then you fuckers know not to mess with me.
Big thanks to toilet bowl! :D
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